relationships are HARD ,walking away is even HARDER

SO I just broke up with my boyfriend and I think I'm serious this time.I need a break or something to see if this is where I'm suppose to be because ever since yesterday I just haven't been feeling it.I'm not fond of people who "stunt" or put on a show for others I'm grown and I'm much too old for that.More then anything I'm just ready for the weekend to get here because its Essence weekend which means fun fun fun!You know many people think relationships are hard ,but I think walking away from someone you perceived as "the one" is much harder.Maybe I jinxed myself.Who knows it doesnt really matter much now "que sera sera" which means what willl be,will be.I hope I have a better day tomorrow this day has been AWFUL.