Packing Bags.....

My heart is completely broken into pieces and somehow someway Im trying to find every single thought in my mind to stay positive....but the truth is it fucking SUCKS.It sucks that you can put absolutely EVERYTHING into someone and in the end IT MEANS NOTHING.Ive been hurt in every single relationship Ive been in for some reason this feels like when I broke up with my first love.Someone just put a dagger in my hear.I faught so hard to keep us together ,but I cant fight with someone playing outside the ring.Im a realist,if you wanna be with someone else,if you dont wanna be in a relationship if you wanna see other people or whatever just let me know I can respect an honest man.Its way better than seek and you shall find.Somehow I lost ALL of my happiness.I cry all day,and stay up all night hes sleeping while Im feeling the ache...this shit isnt LOVE...l'm SO BITTER.My heart is FULL.......I DONT REALLY KNOW WHAT TO DO....